A year ago today a dear friend and amazing guy passed away. i remeber it was the day that i had arrived in England when my mum had called me up and told me the news. i was so devistated i could hardly breathe. i was so mad at her for telling me, i felt hopeless. i was stuck in a country thousands of miles away when, at home, everything was changing. I didn't know what to do. My mum had told me there was a wake and a funeral and i wished, so much, i could have been there, even though my body wasnt there my whole heart was with him that week and is still with him. i remeber my brother at this time, he was friends with Ian's little brother and was aquinted with ian, he had a tough time dealing with it, i just wished i could have been there, to say my goodbye and pay my respects. I hope that whereever you are Ian you are safe and happy. You have touched so many people, and so many people love and miss you and will continue to love and greatly miss you. I hope wherever you are you see that.

We love you and will always love you.

We will never forget you.

7/01/04

So this week has been CRAAZY !!!!! Last weekend i went to my very first Con !!! it was sooooo exciting i am definatly hooked for life !! i can't wait for the next con--AmeriCON; uu's go to summer camp :) im excited :D i';m goin' with my favoritist person Gennakins !!!! :D we love her !!

So Last night i went to a Keane concert and that was pretty freakin wicked...I have pictures up on my World Is Round site if you would like to see...i also have Con pics up there too :)

Next week is last week of school :D im super excited and we get half days all week, we're goin' to the beach on wenesday to celebrate :D not much else to report...i haven't really written in a while so i thought it was long overdue :) if anything new happens i will be sure to let you know :)

The first picture that comes up when you search for Metroyac in google ! thats awesome, i <3 tobin !

Hey all, i've not made an entry in a really long time. So i thought i should. It's April fools day today :D I don't really remeber what has happened recently, just hangin out with friends and what not. Going tothe mall tomorrow haha not that you guys care, just thought i'd fill you in. anyway must go now :)

Becky

Hey everyone, unfortunatly i have been hit with the flu, i hate the flu might i add, and because i have this unbearable sickness i am un able to go to a concert i have been dying to go to all week. Fuking flu..it should go die ! :( anyway so im here, bored, achey, runny nose and eyes, and sore all over with nothing to do. AHH i hate being bored. and i dont have the energy to do enthing except sit and watch movies but i dont have nemovies i want to watch...=/ maybe ill go to the video store lateer and rent something, i still need to rent napolean dynamite, still havent seen it, hmm, can you think of other movies i should rent..?

Hey, well i had an eventful day. Went to New York With Peeps  it was fundiffereous. we went to a really cool resteraunt that served you smores and then we went to this nice hotel and got free hot cocoa and went up 45 flights it was scurry man ! and then when we were in times square we saw lindsay lohan singing her awful awful  song and now i have it stuck in my head and i cant get it out, god help us alL !well tyeas it was very eventful and fun :)

YAY ! i love Dan he jsut got Dandy warhols stuck in my head and i <3 them :)

Hey, I've been really busy the past 2 weeks and haven't been on the comp at all. last week was my birthday and my firends threw me a surprise party on friday i was so fuking surprised i had no idea. i thought it was a staff party for my friends mom, i almost had a heart attack lol it was amazing ! and then satday it was my birthday party and we went inot the city and went to jekyll and hyde resteraunt it was soo much fun we had shitloads of laughs, it was amazing and yea my week has been good, the only thing that hasnt been so much fun is ive had the flu the past few days, and ive jsut slept for 48 hours straight. it was crazy ! but im sorta better now and its Christmas soon YAY christmas !!

1. do you think im cute?
2. do you want to kiss me?
3. do you want to cuddle wit me?
4. do you want to hook up with me?
5. do you think im smart?

are we's
1. are we aquintences?
2. are we friends?
3. are we hook ups?
4. are we in a relationship?
5. are we gonna have kids?

am i's
1. am i smart?
2. am i cute?
3. am i funny?
4. am i cool?
5. am i the most brilliant person ever?

would you's
1. would you hang out with me?
2. would you date me?
3. would you be my hook up?
4. would you be my girlfriend/boyfriend?
5. would you have sex with me?

have you ever?
1. have you ever thought about me?
2. have you ever thought there might be an "us"?
3. have you ever thought about about hookin up with me?
4. have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
5. have you ever wished i were there?

are you's
1. are you done with this survey?
2. are you happy you know me?
3. are you mad at me?
4. are you thinkin bout me?
5. are you going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

So yeah, my week has been good. Today i got my pictures back they're OK. I got a 99 on my english test which i was soooo happy with and tomorrow me and Gennakins are going on a field trip with english class to the metropolitan museum of art. I am oh so excited its going to be amazing. Speaking of art im going to art class tonight. YAY ! :) anyway thats all ihave to say :)

Hey everyone, i havent posted anything recently cuz ive had a busy week, Dan's here YaY ! :P He came on friday and then that night me genna him maria and rachel went to a Switchfoot concert and The honorary Title and The Format were the opening bands they were amazing i like them better than switchfoot, we met The Honorary Title and The Format, they were soooo nice i had such a good time :) and then satday we went to go get costumes and stuff, and then that night after we got our costumes we went out and a big group of 10 of us were going to go a pary but the girl that was having it got sick so we just waslked around and genna had two bottles of vodka in her bag and we got stopped by like5 police cars but it was funny cuz they just asked if we were doing anything bad and ye ait was good fununtil the emts came, so i was on my mobile and totally oblivious to the world and i turn around the corner and notice dan and genna arent with me nemore and then i look round and a cop has stopped them and a group of stupid freshman that just have toilet paper out in their hands and so this cop goes around cheking everyones bag im shitting myself cuz genna has a bag full of vodka and i dump what i had in a bush and go see whats up and then luckily the cop jsut walked passed and didnt check our stuff so then that was that and we went to my house and watched rocky horror picture show, it was festive and very good. The next day, Haloween, we decorated my house and then we went out later that night and trick or treated it was relallly fun we got lots of free candeh :):P I went as a porcelin doll and Genna went as trinity and we met up with marcus who was scary spice and dan was the best of all, he was Frankenfurter from rocky horror , omg it was amazing, all the parents understood who he was butall the tiny kids gave him dodgy looks and yea it was funny and he got extra candy for having enough balls to go out in that outfit, it was good, and dan cut his feet on the high heels he had to wear, haha !and yea not much else has happened, today however, during pproject adventure i was just standing there minding my  own buisness taking off my harness and the wind blows and this big big big ladder falls on my head and it hurt alot and now i have a big ass bump on my head :( but the good thing is that i got out of school and i didnt have to take the english test i didnt study for :) on some other bad news Bush won the presidential elections :( thats about it from mees. :)

Love you

Hey everyone, not much has happened. had a lock down drill yesturday it was fuking scurry ! It's where this obnoxious alarm sounds kinda like the european world war 2 alarms you have to shut the blbinsds shut off the lights and lock your door in a matter of seconds nad then croutch down at the far corner of the classroom so noone can see you, its incase of terrorists invading the school or anything like that it was the scariest fuking thing ever. They've kinda gone insane and theyre locking all of the entrances into the school at all times except fr 3 and its crazzzyy, not much else has happened=/ Today wasn't such a bad day, no it was good apart from the fact i almost lit myself on fire today in Chem. So me and vikki and nikki and kristine and lightin the bunsen burner first it doesnt light and then when it does it like sorta exploded a bit on us and then i we were trying to get it to go down and so i was turning the thing and all of a sudden it comes off and the flame just goes down and i look at my finger and its engulfed in flames and like it takes me alil while to proces that it shouldn't be there and then it clicked and i quickly took it out and put cold water on it it like didnt hurt or nethin it was weird my mind was numb to the fact that my hand was being burnt lol, anyway apart form that ti was goodly

hehe im in a very good mood, mainly to the fact that im listenin to the killers and this song makes me happy, :)

Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss
Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential

Ready? Let's roll onto something new
Taking its toll and I'm leaving without you
Ready? Let's roll onto something new
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss

Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

Pace yourself from me
I said maybe baby please
But I just don't know now

Somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

YAY! and another reason is we have a shortened week cuz monday we had off ((columbus day)) and tuesday we had off 9( professional day for teachers)) so its awesome :) its soo friday ! YAY ! :: dances :: and i finally got sound working on my computer, ive been witough any sound for a months you have no idea how much you take sound and music for granted until you are without it for months, i havent had sound sicne before freakin summer !! ahh !  i really want an ipod, but im poor so tharts not happening. So excited for halloween, its gunna be one wasted weekend hah !:)switchfoot concert soon soooooo excited woot woot ! anyhow im off :)